A Heart Full of Love

Wow. I can't believe the time is finally here. To be honest, I am not sure how I feel about it. I feel like I should be nervous or excited or some clear, tangible emotion. But really all I feel is drained from packing and saying goodbye to loved ones! I guess I am both emotionally and physically exhausted (then again, it is 3:30 am and I have to leave for my flight in about an hour and a half...).

This past weekend has been one of the best ever. I was so lucky to have been able to spend my last weekend in Florida with so many people I love. However, saying goodbye to them was nearly impossible. Considering I am usually never in one place more than a few months and am constantly jet setting about, I am used to leaving  and saying "see you later" to everyone. I never thought this time it would hit me so hard. I have found myself in a constant state of waterworks since Saturday morning haha. I guess it is understandable seeing as how I will be gone for two years this time. I am not really worried about keeping in touch with people though. I know that those who truly love me will meet me halfway in communicating. And with how advanced technology is, it shouldn't be too difficult! But still, there is something extremely bittersweet about this goodbye...

So here we are. I leave for my flight to D.C. in about the time it takes to watch a good movie. From there it will be a whirlwind of information and meeting people and airports that before I know it I will be in Ukraine. It's time for me to leave behind everything I am used to and dive head first into a unfamiliar and different land. Time to turn the page in this book of life and begin a new chapter. And although in this moment I may be tired, overall I truly am excited for this adventure! I can't wait to see and experience so many new things, as well as learn and grow as a person.

To my family and friends- thank you for all your love and support. Your encouragement has meant more to me than I can say, and  I am so thankful and lucky to have you in my life. I guess all that's left now is to stop, breathe, and take the next step.

Let the journey begin.