“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.”- Mark Twain

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Little Town, It’s a Quiet Village…

Hermanivka. The name and location of the little village I call home in Ukraine. Picture a village in which everything is within walking distance. A village where everyone greets another as they walk by. A village where farming and good weather is a reason for parents to keep their children home from school. A village where there are as many dogs and chickens running around as there are people (possibly more). Have you got it? Now make sure to remember not to include any modern amenities and conveniences in this village. There you go. Now, my dear friend, you are picturing Hermanivka.  This little place tucked away in the fields of Ukraine is a special place full of interesting and wonderful people, all living their lives with the sole purpose of survival. It is a place full of more hard working people than I have ever met in my entire life, and a place where the Soviet era still hangs heavy in the air.

Many people were surprised and confused when I told them I was going to Ukraine for the Peace Corps. They assumed that it was a country that didn’t really need help because:

 A) it is so near to Western Europe and other more established countries that they lump it in with countries like Germany and Poland

B) it has a handful of big cities and therefore is developed and functioning fine

C) the Soviet Union doesn’t “exist” anymore and therefore Ukraine is independent and can do its own thing

 D) when compared to certain countries in Africa or Central/South America, Ukraine is in great shape!

I kid you not, these are just a few of many reasons I have heard as to why Peace Corps should not be in Ukraine. As much as I can try to understand some of these assumptions, the fact of the matter is Ukraine is a country in dire need of help.  It is a country torn apart by its dark history. Ukraine is a newly independent country, having only declared it’s emancipation on August 24th 1991. With this independence came a new national anthem, language (Ukrainian instead of Russian), and yet another political corrupt society in which the people are still fighting for rights and fairness. So many of its people are still accustomed to living in a Russian speaking, oppressed country. However, many realize that although change has happened, there is still a need to continue evolving and growing. And with the Orange Revolution still fresh in the minds and hearts of many people (specifically the young adults to middle aged), the constant battle for the voice of the people to be heard is going strong. However, the political corruptness and unjustness plaguing the country only adds to the grey and dim attitude of this soviet torn land. 

So why am I here? I am here to help with developing a country that so much longs to be its own. To show its people that although the past may still cast certain shadows, the future is promising and bright. To help teach its children how to be functioning, independent and strong members of communities - in every aspect of the word. And to help the people show not only the world, but their fellow county men that Ukraine IS a strong country with a voice that will be heard. Unlike some countries where help is not wanted and is sometimes violently pushed away, Ukraine WANTS the help Peace Corps offers. This is why Ukraine has the most Peace Corps Volunteers over every other country in the world. It is a peaceful exchange of cultural and ideas. We are working together for a common cause. We are helping a country find its voice. I am proud to be here working with these beautiful people. This is why I am here.

I am now halfway through my training. I can’t believe how much I have seen, experienced and been taught in the short time I have been here. Pig’s being slaughtering, vodka being chugged, children riding on bikes with machetes in their hands, not having taken a legit shower in over a month, riding in buses where I literally feel every curve of the persons body behind me as it is pressed into mine,being woken up in the middle of the night with a mouse in my bed, men in monkey suits declaring their love to me…It has definitely been an adventure! I am so thankful for my family and friends for their love and support, and especially thankful for my amazing cluster. These four incredible people that I spend day after day with help paint this world that I am living in with laughter and light heartedness. Their ability to be an ear to listen, a hand to hold, a mouth to laugh or a soul to share with has made this journey so much easier. I am so thankful for them and our unique and amazing dynamic. Oh Hermanivka, my little town, my quiet village. However unlike the song, everyday here just never seems to be like the one before…and I wouldn’t have it any other way.


*Side Note* I wish I could upload pictures, but the internet here is very slow and it takes over 10 minutes to get halfway through uploading one haha, so I am going to hold off until I have a stronger connection to put up some pics! And expect the next blog to be less "why am I here" and more "here is what I have been doing and seeing". <3